i really give up...i really give up...no matter how much bad deeds i abandoned i stopped whatever evil bad shit i did...i am still hit hard by bad luck...i really dono what to do...i learnt abt some unexpected info from frens this afternoon...and realised hw shit my life is...i really hit rock bottom hard...never in my life did i feel such agony...its the most shitty year in my teenage life...i failed in everything! i failed in studies...failed in my cca...failed in my co-relation with frens...failed in another shit stuff...i really dono what to do...thinking of such issues just sent me sleepless nights...i really hope tt someone can tell me what to do...i am breaking apart...i tried everything i can to salvage whatever i failed...but all really seemed effortless...i am really lost...i really hope tt those pple high up in the skies...controlling pple's life?? hello??? please spare me...i am really helpless...please...its like shit...all these shit sent those rubbished 'swirlings' tt i feel in my heart...very uncomfortable...pls...anyone reading this...tell me what to do? nobody can understand the shit i am in...its like the worse you all can get is worse off in certain aspect but better fof in another..me?? no i am screwed...i failed my studies i failed my cca i failed in my relations with frens i failed in relationship stuffs i failed...
