Thursday, September 24, 2009
i am seriously dead...chem and gp doesnt seem good...they suck...but i have to say i deserve it...cos i nv bother reading thru my notes at all...cos i am one of those ms kat described as peaked too early and alr lost their motivation to study...
its not like i lost my motivation to study...its like...i study last year for a main reason..to catch up fr the lessons i slept thru...which is everything....cos i sleep everyday....then now tt syallbus is over...i don have to catch up with anything so there goes my motivation to study?
but gp is seriously vexing...always getting single digit for content marks only ONLY ONLY
i am really same as arsenal...need luck now....really needs luck...or give me some brain in understanding compre passage at least? its very petrifying...47 days left and i am gg to play soccer with herzad syafiq jikky imran and others at rjc...i am seriously screwed...but i alr promised them...so i cant do anything much but hope tt some form of miracle can happen...
then we ahd this grp discussion today for chem mcq...i then realise how much i missed out when i slept...i rly missed out alot of key ideas until mr goh told me abt them...looks like i am acting smart, a smart alec but a freaking dumb cock all along....
even thou days after a level can be relaxing...i think i will be worrying abt my grades especially gp...my frens like wangling...she is some ang moh ah lian so she do nt have to worry abt gp cos ang moh pple can just write naturally...i don have writing skills i don have content even thou i tried reading up alot but they don seem applicable...i am doomed...i think i should start burining incense from today onwards...i think i am gg to burn some now
can birthday wishes work? how i wish they would. if they would i will throw a big party to commemorate the birthday wish instead of my birthday.
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